Moonlight shines

the dark clouds disappear from the never ending abyss of the solitude that surrounds me and the moonlight shines through the rooftops of the buildings and brings solace to my broken heart...

The endless pathway to eternal hatred ignites in me a wish to end my pain
The veracity of my falsehood ignores all love ignores all emotions as I no longer find myself binded by the ties of the blood.

Am in this ocean of dark waters that drown my sorrows

Losing Innocence

I am not here to talk about the kindness or love which this world bestows upon the unprivileged , I write what comes into my mind when I look upon those who have lost everything.......

There is no emotion in the tragedy of a family, There is no peace in a place without war
the only sarcasm that forms a link is the constant ignorance of the poor and helpless
for even though we talk about charity and sympathize the helpless we never stand by there side, we closely observe there follies and punish their sins of theft forgetting that a human soul lies within the boundaries of our existence...

I preach no love no remorse no regrets for being the one with nothing to lose, but yet I hold on to the eternal pellucid solitude, I have walked the streets of the city looking into the eyes of men , I have searched for a soul in this sober world, I watched their faces when they passed by unprivileged ones and I have been disheartened. Forgiveness I have seen in the eyes of those who never knew love, sweet smiles of joy I have found on the faces of those who are hurt, forgive my incompetence for my view of the veracity of life has changed, In every single troubled soul I have seen I have lost in that soul my dear innocence

I do not believe in god but yet I believe in man yet I struggle to breath where no life has ever trodden into the depths of the solitary bliss I submit my lost innocence in hope of redemption for the sins I have seen........

Creature Part 2

The mountains have been the most unforgiving, its caves the dangerous I have ever seen. The creature in front of me has so far been quite still it knows that its toy is only at an arms length, it did not seem to care about the darkness. I struggled to breathe to understand the anomaly of fate that has brought me here, My heartbeat has been pretty fast for the past few minutes . My body has stopped shivering and a strange desire of curiosity has taken possession of my mind, I longer seemed to be bound by the elements of fear or pain, I have made up my mind now.
I stood up against the cold wall facing the unforgiving darkness, for at any moment could the vile beast attack me, I took a step forward when suddenly a sound prevented my progress the was like the noise of something heavy hitting something hard , Suddenly a cold chill ran up my spine the creature was on the move, I could not bear the suspense of the moment and with much thought I rushed ahead, I hit something furry and soft a felt the sharp claws tear down my back as i fell head first into the hard rock floor.....

To My Beloved

In the dark solitude I wept for my love when everyone told me lies, they said she was not for me she was not the one they cried, They walked over her innocent soul, despised her lonely cries, no mercy they had for her weak body that bleed as she cried, I knew my love was never false, she always was by my side, but even in the field of love does the devil abide,He corrupted my heart & with no remorse did I step upon her heart it caused her pain as she wrapped her body around my feet, She looked for once in vain she tried to tell me her heart was clean.................

She is gone,.............
Now upon her grave there is no stone, no place where her name remains they step on her and walk past they never say her name , In the depth of a stormy night as the clouds behind me blind the eyes of heaven as I , I walk and stand over my belove d's grave , I look into the sky I look beneath my feet for once I look into my love I see her face and the lovely smile which brings hope and joy to my heart I cut my wrist upon the her face as she smells my blood run , She looks towards me and says come tome my love, she open her arms and I fall the the eternal place of serenity where no one ever can disturb our soul as our bodies unite in this bloody place drenched by the colour of my love , into her bosom I drain my soul ,my heart,and my love into the dark abyss of my beloved,I Give UP MY LIFE TO BE WITH HER AGAIN, The last memoirs of the dark strong love which makes us one ,To Lie in her arms, To smell her hair, to feel her hands on my head , To kiss her again and say I am sorry, for this may be the last time I will ever see her....

The Creature Part 1

There was no sound , just the drizzle of the rain, I lifted up my face my body shivering with fear ,there was no light i could see in the distant space i heard a noise of something heavy falling on the floor of the stony cave , i sat at the end of the cave trembling with fear there was nothing with which i could defend myself , the longer i waited i could feel the hellish creature venture to end my life ,but i laid still and waited,i waited for it to come for me till i could smell the breath of that vile filth ,there was no escape infront of me there was the dark abyss of uncertain death. behind me was a stone cold wall without hope i shivered as i felt a excitement brewing under my skin i no longer felt like a helpless pray but in me rose a desire to confront this creature of the Rangunian Mountain....

SEA

So this wind breaks upon the wilderness of my soul speaking of truth and decimation . I struggle hard to breath while the long soft cry of an angels voice ignites in me the passion to survive and smell the sweet scent of the hair that caresses the bosom underneath
the hidden
atrocity of my forsaken soul...............................

IN ocean where no life i see lives a creature so vile so untouched by the hands of god that no man has ever 
ventured on expedition to look into the abyss of the serene 
ocean.
               There admist the ocean every lonely night the creature looks at the lonely midnight sky and finds that even the moon is not alone its with the stars that surround the exquiste moon
but there in the ocean there is no one..........but he...........

In my dreams

I long for hope in this world as i walk towards the sun. The river flows by me the grass I touch with my hands. I am on my way now to get to the where my home used be , in the wilderness now i long to find my paradise of dark solitude

Solitude

Eternal Solitude

This solitude of eternity breaks off the only buttress that supports the radical irony of life. My incompetence brings the paradox of my elders to reality. As I dream, I dream of pain, I dream of atonement …. But as I dream I know that it is a dream, and even though I know it is a dream I still can’t wake from it.


Deeper into the abyss of love I strangle my heart with the threads of sweet torture as she leads me into the world of dark pleasures I seek redemption in pain she provides my aching soul. Bleeding and breathless I cry for a hand in which I find refuge but I lose my vision as the blood blinds the truth of the serenity around me and my heart becomes aware that she is no longer mine.

My heart knows no bounds since inside the paradise of darkness you cleanse my heart of sorrows…. In my solitude I weep for happiness and joy. And she lends me her hands and spreads her wings to shelter me from the pain to protect me from this unbearable hold of solitude. Now at last amidst the green soft grass with her hands on my head, her love in my heart I know I am in heaven. I know that hope is not lost and that in time of suffering comes an angel to bless you with faith and hope